Monday, December 17, 2018

100 Days of Keto Challenge - Day One - The Beginning!

Today is Day 1 of the 100-Days of Keto Challenge and I was pleasantly surprised by the fact that I am not in the 190's yet! I was honestly expecting the number to be several pounds higher than it is so I feel like I'm off to a great start.

I feel pretty terrible physically and everything still hurts a lot so I probably can't start my full workouts this week but I can focus on my food and nutrition so that's the most important part of this week for me.

I'm also going back to doing daily yoga poses but I'm choosing some simple poses to do instead of following the December challenge.

Here are all my starting stats including weight, measurements and  body fat % and since I'm following to the keto challenge I'm only going to be weighing-in every 10 days instead of every Thursday and I'll also be doing my measurements and body fat % on those 10 days as well. 

I'm also going to continue to do rewards every 25 days so I should earn four rewards during this time!

100-Days of Keto Challenge Starting Numbers:

189.2 lbs lbs

Body Fat

Measurements:              Change from 9/10/2018
Waist: 38.5 inches                   (+ 1.0 inches)
Hips: 42.5 inches                     (+ 2.5 inches)
Bust: 42.5 inches                     (+ 2.5 inches)
Chest: 35 inches                      (+ 0.5 change)
Right arm: 13.5 inches             (+ 0.3 inches)
Left arm:  13.5 inches               (+ 0.3 inches)            
Right thigh: 26 inches               (+ 1.0 inches)
Left thigh:  25 inches                (+ 1.0 inches)
Right calf: 16 inches                 (+ 0.5 inches)
Left calf:   16 inches                 (+ 0.5 inches)
Jeans Size: size 10                        (1 size)

Motivational Monday

Sunday, December 16, 2018

What Happens When I Stop Keto and How I'm Getting Back on Track...

I have been off track and off keto for over a week now (because I wanted a break while everything was going on with my dad) and every part of me is paying for it.

Not only have I gained back a large amount of weight but the fibromyalgia pain is the worst it's been in years. I'm actually a little shocked at how bad the pain is. Everything hurts and I mean everything from the top of my head where brushing my hair feels like I'm dragging a rake against my scalp down to my legs that I can't even shave because running the razor against my skin, no matter how lightly, feels like I'm carving gouges in my legs.

Every part of my skin feels this way. Touching any part of my body feels like I'm punching it. Every joint hurt, especially in my fingers, wrists, ankles and knees. Every muscle aches (and not in a good way). My joints are stiff and hard to move, body aches and cries when I move it and the parts of my body that I injured working out a few weeks ago (which turned out to be more my deep bicep muscles rather than my shoulder) hurts to the point where if I move my arm a certain way it feels like something is tearing in it.

I'm moving and walking like a robot because everything hurts. I'm tired all the time but I'm having trouble falling asleep. I have no energy, my head hurts and my entire body aches and screams. Every touch, every movement, every everything hurts.

The funny part is that I knew keto helped with my fibromyalgia pain. I blogged about and talked about but I didn't realize just how bad the pain could get until I completely fell off the wagon and starting eating anything and everything that sounded good and now I fully realize (again) that I HAVE to be on keto to remain pain free or at least keep it at a reasonable level.

Yes, of course the weight loss is a huge perk but that's not what I really need keto for. I need it to keep the pain under control which also means that cheat days or free days or whatever I call them are probably not the best idea but I can deal with all that later.

My plan now is to get back on keto as of tomorrow and do the 100-days of keto challenge from I was going to wait until the day after Christmas like originally planned but I can't take the pain anymore and know that I'm the cause of it so we're having all of our Christmas food today and tomorrow I start fresh and back on keto.

I plan to go back to what I was doing that was working for me: counting calories and macros, weighing and measuring my food, staying under 50 total grams of carbs a day and under 35 net carbs (or lower depending on the day), intermittent fasting, getting back to the gym once my body is in less pain, doing the daily yoga poses again and generally getting back on track with what makes me feel my best.

I also need to pay a lot more attention to my nutrition and protein levels, especially when I work out for two hours a day, so that's something I'm definitely focusing on.

I'm a little worried about my first weigh-in tomorrow because I know it's not going to be good and I know I'm back in the 190's but it is what it is and all I can do is get back on track and lose it again.

I also plan to get back to more frequent blogging and talking about what's working for me and what isn't and generally getting myself back to a healthy place.

So let's do this!

Wednesday, December 12, 2018

My Father ~ November 30, 1933 - December 9, 2018

"For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all part of the master plan
A step on the road to home." 
-Christina Rossetti

My father Pavel passed away peacefully on Sunday, December 9th 2018 after a long and well-lived life.

My father was an artist, a craftsman, an engineer and a poet. His creativity was unending and even when the strokes he suffered took his language and his words, he continued to create with his hands until, that too, was taken from him.

There are so many things I can say about him as a father, an artist, a grandfather and a man but I think the most important is that he would give you the shirt off his back without a second thought.

Even now, after his passing, people are sharing stories of how and what he gave, especially the amazing wooden vases and flowers that he made in his basement workshop. If my father liked you, you got a vase and that's just how it was. He would give them away as gifts to nearly everyone who crossed his path and they are still cherished in many homes.

There is so, so much more that I can write about: his early life in Russia, his survival through WWII and the Siege of Leningrad and his childhood. I can write about how he was a dissident, a political refugee, a stranger in this land. I can write about how he lived here, became a citizen and made this his home but how his heart belonged to Russia. I can write about his motorcycle, the camping trips we would take by the Black Sea before we emigrated and the two suitcases my parents were able to bring when we left; one with clothes and one with family photos and books.

I can write about the poetry readings he took me too, the bedtime stories he used to make up every night about a character named "stupid" and his friends. I can write about the workshop he created in our home and learning to use the lathes, drills and saws to help with his art.

I can write about the Saturday mornings spent at craft fairs as we grew up, about bringing him to my high school history classes and translating for him as he spoke about what he experienced during the war, the random road trips and the vodka he flavored by hand.

I can write about his poetry, his travels, his hopes and dreams, his fears and his demons. His sense of humor and the practical jokes he played, his love for his family, the stories he used to tell and the Russian war songs he would listen to, the poems he wrote and read and the travels he took.

I could write and write and write and never fully be able to express who he truly was and what he was like so I will share the one story that truly encompasses who my father was to me.

In Russia, my father was an engineer and was expected to look the part including decent clothing but, at that time, his shoes were falling apart to the point where they were barely wearable. He and my mother scraped by with two kids (the younger two had not been born yet) and my mother finally got together enough money to buy him a pair of decent shoes. She insisted that he had to get them and so he finally went out to do that.

Two hours later he returned and walked into the apartment with a horribly guilty look on his face holding a wooden rocking horse behind his back.

My mother, shocked, asked "what is this?" and his reply was that it was for the kids. That we saw it when we passed a toy store days earlier and that we really wanted it.

Yes, my father spent his last few dollars on a wooden rocking horse for his children and continued to wear shoes that were falling apart.

That is who my father was and that is one of the many, many things he left with us. I know I inherited so much of who he was and the gifts that he had and I will always be grateful for that.

May his memory forever be eternal!

Wednesday, December 5, 2018

Needing to Pause...

I'm taking a short break from working out because I tweaked my shoulder on Push Day C and it's not feeling too good.

I don't plan to break for long, just enough for it to feel better and when I do work out again, it'll probably be at the gym rather than home (unless weather or circumstances dictate otherwise).

There's a lot I can accomplish at the gym that I can't at home and on days I can't make it to the gym I can still work out at home so it works either way.

For now though I need to rest my shoulder and polish up my gym workout!

Tuesday, December 4, 2018

Tuesday, December 4th Workout - Pull Day C - Back, Traps, Biceps & Forearms Plus Cardio & Yoga Stretch

I had a great workout today and I loved using my barbell! Tomorrow I have Leg Day C which has a couple of really tough exercises in it!

Pull Day C - Back, Traps, Biceps & Forearms Plus Cardio & Yoga Stretch: 2 hours, 10 Minutes Total Time

Warm-Up: 10 Minutes

Foam Rolling - hold 30 seconds per stretch & side:
Upper Back

Dynamic Warm-Up:
Forearm Plank:  3 planks x 30 second hold
Bird Dog - 10 reps
10 reps x bodyweight of every exercise of Pull Day C
Walk in Place - 1 Minute

Back, Traps, Biceps & Forearms: 57 Minutes

Superman with Heel and Elbow Squeezes - 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x bodyweight

Seated Bench Single-Arm Anchored Band Reverse Lat Pulldown w/large handle- 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x 30 lb band (doubled)

Standing 1-Arm Dumbbell Upright Row - 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x 12 lbs

Reverse Grip Barbell Row - 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x 10 lb plate + 2.5 lb plate on each side plus 12.9 lb barbell

Incline Bench Dumbbell Alternating Bicep Curl - 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x 10 lbs

Anchored Band Hammer Bicep Curl w/tricep rope - 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x 20 lb band (doubled)

Single-Arm Dumbbell Curl Over the Incline Bench - 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x 10 lbs

Standing Behind the Back Dumbbell Forearm Extension - 3 sets x 15 reps: 3 x 3 lbs

Cardio: 35 Minutes: 
“Leslie Sansone's Walk At Home Burn Body Fat & Sculpt Your Arms: 2 Miles”: Fitbit info: time: 35 minutes, distance: 1.87 miles

Full Body Yoga Stretch (holding each pose for 15 seconds per side) - 28 Minutes

MyZone Info                                                       Fitbit Info